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I Read Only 63 Books in 2021

Here is my reading list from 2021.

I post this up here in the tradition of what I’ve done the last few years. (You can find the others here: 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020)

Hidden-in-plain-sight within this list you may find the main reason that I read less books this year than previously! Feel free to guess in the comments below 😉

The List

  1. The Forever War by Joe Haldeman
  2. The Turning Point: Science, Society, and the Rising Culture by Fritjof Capra
  3. It’s About Damn Time: How to Turn Being Underestimated into Your Greatest Advantage by Arlan Hamilton
  4. Walking the Tiger: Healing Trauma by Peter A. Levine with Ann Frederick
  5. The Practice of Soul-Centered Healing: Vol. 2: Navigating the Inner World by Thomas Zinser, Ed.D.
  6. DMT the Spirit Molecule: A Doctor’s Revolutionary Research into the Biology of Near-Death and Mystical Experiences by Rick Strassman, M.D.
  7. The Shock Doctrine: The Rise of Disaster Capitalism by Naomi Klein
  8. Poisoner in Chief: Sidney Gottlieb and the CIA Search for Mind Control by Stephen Kinzer
  9. The Standing Meditation: Excel in the Modern World Using an Ancient Practice by Nate Rifkin
  10. Microcosm and Medium by Joseph P Farrell
  11. Leviathan Wakes by James S.A. Corey
  12. The Art of War by Sun Tzu (Translated by Gary Gagliardi)
  13. Feng Shui that Makes Sense: Easy Ways to Create a Home that Feels as Good as it Looks by Cathleen McCandless
  14. Government – The Biggest Scam in History Exposed by Etienne de la Boetie²
  15. The Infinite Machine: How an Army of Crypto-Hackers is Building the Next Internet with Ethereum by Camila Russo
  16. The Fairy Tales of Herman Hesse (Translated by Jack Zipes)
  17. Tao Te Ching: A New English Version by Stephen Mitchell
  18. A World Without Email: Reimagining Work in an Age of Communication Overload by Cal Newport
  19. White Wash: The Story of a Weed Killer, Cancer and the Corruption of Science by Carey Gillam
  20. In the Realm of Hungry Ghosts: Close Encounters with Addiction by Gabor Mate, MD
  21. Freedom of Mind: Helping Loved Ones Leave Controlling People, Cults and Beliefs by Steve Hassan
  22. The Open Conspiracy: Blue Prints for a World Revolution by H.G. Wells
  23. The Medium is the Massage: An Inventory of Effects by Marshall McLuhan and Quentin Fiore
  24. The Internet of Money: Volume One by Andreas M. Antonopoulous
  25. The Internet of Money: Volume Two by Andreas M. Antonopoulous
  26. The Bitcoin Standard: The Decentralized Alternative to Central Banking by Saifedean Ammous
  27. Effortless: Making It Easier to Do What Matters Most by Greg McKeown
  28. The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body In The Healing of Trauma by Bessel Van Der Kolk, M.D.
  29. The Internet of Money: Volume Three by Andreas M. Antonopoulous
  30. Caliban’s War by James S.A. Corey
  31. The New Tactics of Global War: Reflections on the Changing Balance of Power in the Final Days of Peace by Benjamin Baruch and J.R. Nyquist
  32. Memos From the Home Office: Channeling the Muse in Business and Life by Perry Marshall and John Fancher
  33. The First Cell: And the Human Costs of Pursuing Cancer to the Last by Azra Raza
  34. People of the Lie: The Hope for Healing Human Evil by M. Scott Peck, M.D.
  35. The Corporation: The Pathological Pursuit of Profit and Power by Joel Bakan
  36. Delta-V by Daniel Suarez
  37. Joyful Toddlers and Preschoolers: Create a Life That You and Your Child Both Love by Faith Collins
  38. Tao Te Ching: Annotated & Explained by Derek Lin
  39. Toxic Sludge is Good For You! Lies, Damn Lies, and the Public Relations Industry by John Stauber and Sheldon Rampton
  40. Detox with Oral Chelation: Protecting Yourself from Lead, Mercury & Other Environmental Toxins by David Jay Brown & Garry Gordon, M.D.
  41. Kicking the Hornet’s Nest: The Complete Writings, Emails, and Forum Posts of Satoshi Nakamoto, the Founder of Bitcoin and Cryptocurrency
  42. The Monsanto Papers: Deadly Secrets, Corporate Corruption, and One Man’s Search for Justice by Carey Gillam
  43. The Shamanic Way of the Bee: Ancient Wisdom and Healing Practices of the Bee Masters by Simon Buxton
  44. Detox Declutter Dominate: How to Excel by Elimination by Perry Marshall and Robert Skrob
  45. The Cosmic Journal by Yanik Silver
  46. Exposure: Poisoned Water, Corporate Greed, and One Lawyer’s Twenty-Year Battle Against DuPont by Robert Bilott
  47. Cashless: China’s Digital Currency Revolution by Richard Turrin
  48. Be Like the Fox: Machiavelli In His World by Erica Benner
  49. The Rape of the Mind: The Psychology of Thought Control, Menticide, and Brainwashing by Joost Meerloo
  50. Abaddon’s Gate by James S.A. Corey
  51. Your Money & Your Brain: How the New Science of Neuroeconomics Can Help Make You Rich by Jason Zweig
  52. Sun Tzu’s Art of War Playbook: Book One, Volumes 1 to 4 by Gary Gagliardi
  53. The Silmarillion by J.R.R. Tolkien
  54. Not Even Trying…The Corruption of Real Science by Bruce G Charlton
  55. Empire of Pain: The Secret History of the Sackler Dynasty by Patrick Radden Keefe
  56. Bitten: The Secret History of Lyme Disease and Biological Weapons by Kris Newby
  57. The Lyme Solution: A 5-Part Plan to Fight the Inflammatory Auto-Immune Response and Beat Lyme Disease by Darin Ingels
  58. Pseudo Pandemic: New Normal Technocracy by Iain Davis
  59. The Art and Science of Personal Magnetism by Theron Q. Dumont
  60. The Phoenix Protocol: Dry Fasting for Rapid Healing and Radical Life Extension by August Dunning
  61. Principles for Dealing with The Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail by Ray Dalio
  62. The Real Anthony Fauci: Bill Gates, Big Pharma, and the Global War on Democracy and Public Health by Robert F. Kennedy Jr.
  63. The Fiat Standard: The Debt Slavery Alternative to Human Civilization by Saifedean Ammous

Here I’ll highlight some of my top picks across different categories.

Economy and Crypto

The Bitcoin Standard: The Decentralized Alternative to Central Banking by Saifedean Ammous

If you read one book about cryptocurrency, I would recommend The Bitcoin Standard. It doesn’t just talk about Bitcoin but gives a good history of money. Considering how little people understand how money actually works, this is important for understanding how Bitcoin can work as money. His sequel The Fiat Standard, is also great.

Principles for Dealing with The Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail by Ray Dalio

I mentioned this in a recent article. It’s a great overview of the rise and fall of empires. As we’re going through this shaky time right now (the USA falling and China rising fast), it is useful to learn the historical lessons involved. This covers what a changing of the world reserve currency has looked like in the past.

The Pandemic

The Real Anthony Fauci: Bill Gates, Big Pharma, and the Global War on Democracy and Public Health by Robert F. Kennedy Jr.

I’ve obviously studied the pandemic a lot, as you can see by the many articles on this blog. But some have covered it even better. High marks for The Real Anthony Fauci. This covers not just the past two years but all the nefarious actions, particularly around HIV/AIDS that too few people know. The final chapter covering how the military allied itself with pharma (having to do with a biological weapons ban that left biological defense, aka vaccines, on the table) is worth the price of admission. It gives me hope that this was the #1 book in the world for a short time.

Pseudo Pandemic: New Normal Technocracy by Iain Davis

I also have to give a shout out to this one as well. While this drills into the details of inflated deaths and so much more, the best parts, in my opinion, covered the worldviews of eugenics, technocracy and the bigger picture of how current events fit in. Coming from the UK it also gives a greater perspective across the pond, compared to the USA. (Note that you can download this free from his website.)

How the World Really Works

Beyond the pandemic, there’s so many good ones. This subject matter is the main thing I read about these days. But I’ll select just four. I might also term this conspiracy history, or how evil is perpetrated often under the cover of good.

The Shock Doctrine: The Rise of Disaster Capitalism by Naomi Klein

Witness the pattern of economics and totalitarian action done in country after country after country. This playbook is being rolled out worldwide right now (though Klein herself doesn’t seem to see it!). This is foundational and I mention it in this article, Is Your Money Safe? Is the Economy Safe?

Poisoner in Chief: Sidney Gottlieb and the CIA Search for Mind Control by Stephen Kinzer

When people laugh off conspiracy theories, I know that they simply don’t understand history. The CIA literally tortured people in cruel ways as part of their experiments. Dosing them with LSD along with sensory deprivation for weeks on end. And that’s just one example of what we know about as covered in this book. My theory is they were more successful in these experiments than what has been let on. Still, the understanding of the publicly available knowledge is critical.

The Rape of the Mind: The Psychology of Thought Control, Menticide, and Brainwashing by Joost Meerloo

The title tells you what you’re in for. Meerloo was in the Netherlands when the Nazis came through. Helps to flesh out and give some perspective on the former book. I mentioned this book in this article, Totalitarian Takeover.

Empire of Pain: The Secret History of the Sackler Dynasty by Patrick Radden Keefe

Before Purdue Pharma, Arthur Sackler singlehandedly developed pharmaceutical advertising and was a pioneer in the corruption of regulators. His sociopathic children and brothers children were worse. This book catalogs the rise of what is a worse pandemic going on right now, the opioid epidemic, and just how lucrative it was to become philanthropic high society members. In the reality inversion they caused tremendous pain by treating pain. If you’re thinking in terms of family dynasty at all I would encourage you to read this as a cautionary tale.

Science

The Turning Point: Science, Society, and the Rising Culture by Fritjof Capra

Amazing that this book was written decades ago! Capra was a prophet that saw the swinging of the pendulum and put so well into words many things I was thinking. If you’re into philosophy of science, this is a must read.

Not Even Trying…The Corruption of Real Science by Bruce G Charlton

A quick read that accurately diagnosis some of the main problems. There’s a focus on peer review, which instead of making for good science, has turned into a popularity contest.

Health

The Phoenix Protocol: Dry Fasting for Rapid Healing and Radical Life Extension by August Dunning

I don’t read too much about health these days, though you can see the topic sprinkled in my list. This book is the most intriguing to me on the topic of dry fasting which I plan to experiment more with.

The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body In The Healing of Trauma by Bessel Van Der Kolk, M.D.

A dense book but well worth reading through. If you want to understand trauma and healing it, this is probably the best place to start. Highly recommended!

Mind-Stretching

The Shamanic Way of the Bee: Ancient Wisdom and Healing Practices of the Bee Masters by Simon Buxton

A non-fiction account of a man initiated into a secret sect of shamanism focused around bees. The out-of-this-world shamanic events are mind-blowing. A highly entertaining read.

Fiction

Abaddon’s Gate by James S.A. Corey

This is the third in a series called The Expanse, my favorite so far. Its an Amazon Prime series, though as typical the books are far better, especially this third book that loses its best character and gets scrunched into half a season.

It’s some good ol’ sci-fi drama. I’m enjoying it and have the rest of the books in the series that I’ll eventually be reading.

Your Turn

If you have any questions about any of these books go ahead and ask them in the comments below.

Also please share your top one or two books that you read last year. I’m always looking to add to my reading list.

I Read 73 Books in 2020

Here is my reading list from 2020.

I post this up here in the tradition of what I’ve done the last few years. (See 2017, 2018, 2019 here.)

  1. Behind the Green Mask: U.N. Agenda 21 by Rosa Koire
  2. Habit Stacking: 127 Small Changes to Improve, Your Health, Wealth and Happiness by S.J. Scott
  3. The Truth About the Drug Companies: How They Deceive Use And What To Do About It by Marcia Angell, M.D.
  4. Hoodwinked: An Economic Hitman Reveals Why the Global Economy Imploded – And How to Remake Them by John Perkins
  5. American Lion: Andrew Jackson in the White House by Jon Meacham
  6. The New Confessions of an Economic Hitman by John Perkins
  7. Propaganda by Edward Bernays
  8. Sick & Tired of Being Sick & Tired: Solutions for a Better, Healthier Life by Russell Jones
  9. War is a Racket by General Smedley D. Butler
  10. The Racket: A Rogue Reporter vs the Masters of the Universe by Matt Kennard
  11. The Secret History of the American Empire: The Truth About Economic Hit Men, Jackals, and How to Change the World by John Perkins
  12. Shape Shifting: Shamanic Techniques for Global and Personal Transformation by John Perkins
  13. The System and Revolution by V.A. Shiva
  14. Foundation and Empire by Isaac Asimov
  15. The Smear: How Shady Political Operative and Fakes News Control What You See, What You Think, and How You Vote by Sharyl Attkisson
  16. Crystallizing Public Opinion by Edward Bernays
  17. Entering the Shift Age: The End of the Information Age and the New Era of Transformation by David Houle
  18. The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran
  19. The Oxygen Advantage: Simple, Scientifically Proven Breathing Techniques to Help You by Patrick McKeown
  20. Second Foundation by Isaac Asimov
  21. Stonewalled: My Fight for Truth Against the Forces of Obstruction, Intimidation, and Harassment in Obama’s Washington
  22. Thirst: A Story of Redemption, Compassion, and a Mission to Bring Clean Water to the World by Scott Harrison
  23. Fauci: The Bernie Madoff of Science and the HIV Ponzi Scheme that Concealed the Chronic Fatigue Syndrome Epidemic by Charles Ortleb
  24. Kill Decision by Daniel Suarez
  25. Plague of Corruption: Restoring Faith in the Promise of Science by Dr. Judy Mikovitz & Kent Heckenlively, JD
  26. Deadly Medicines and Organised Crime: How Big Pharma has Corrupted Healthcare by Peter C Gotzsche
  27. You Are Enough: Revealing the Soul to Discover Your Power, Potential, and Possibility by Panache Desai
  28. Common Sense by Thomas Paine
  29. The Man Who Could Fly: St. Joseph of Copertino and the Mystery of Levitation by Michael Grosso
  30. Influx by Daniel Suarez
  31. No Such Thing as a Free Gift: The Gates Foundation and the Price of Philanthropy by Linsey McGoey
  32. The Whistleblower: Confessions of a Healthcare Hitman by Peter Rost MD
  33. The Boy Crisis: Why Our Boys Are Struggling and What We Can Do About It by Warren Farrell, PhD and John Gray, PhD
  34. This is Not Propaganda: Adventures in the War Against Reality by Peter Pomerantsey
  35. The Official U.S. Army Special Operations Forces Unconventional Warfare Handbook: Guerrilla Warfare, Resistance & Insurgency
  36. Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed by Jared Diamond
  37. Change Agent by Daniel Suarez
  38. Operation Paperclip: The Secret Intelligence Program that Brought Nazi Scientists to America by Annie Jacobsen
  39. Spark: Take Your Business From Struggle to Significance by David A. Hilton
  40. Touching the Jaguar: Transforming Fear into Action to Change Your Life and the World by John Perkins
  41. Soul-Centered Healing: A Psychologist’s Extraordinary Journey into the Realms of Sub-Personalities, Spirits, and Past Lives by Thomas Zinser, Ed.D.
  42. Unrestricted Warfare: Translated from the Original People’s Liberation Army Documents by Col. Qiao Liang and Col. Wang Xiangsui
  43. The Cigarette Century: The Rise, Fall and Deadly Persistence of the Product that Defined America by Allan M. Brandt
  44. Creating a Private Foundation: The Essential Guide for Donors and Their Advisors by Roger D. Silk and James W. Lintott
  45. King Arthur and His Knights of the Round Table by Roger Lancelyn Green
  46. Simulacra and Simulation by Jean Baudrillard
  47. Brain Rules for Baby: How to Raise a Smart and Happy Child from Zero to Five by John Medina
  48. Li Qingyun: Longevity Methods of a 250-Year-Old Taoist Immortal by Stuart Alve Olson
  49. The Carnivore Code: Unlocking the Secrets to Optimal Health by Returning to Our Ancestral Diet by Paul Saladino MD
  50. Tower of Basel: The Shadowy History of the Secret Bank that Runs the World by Adam LeBor
  51. Finding a New Normal: Permission to be Real in Your Grief by Ray Leight
  52. The Price We Pay: What Broke American Health Care – And How to Fix It by Marty Makary, MD
  53. Detox Declutter Dominate: How to Excel by Elimination by Perry Marshall and Robert Skrob
  54. The Elixir of Immortality: A Modern-Day Alchemist’s Discovery of the Philosopher’s Stone by Robert E. Cox
  55. Disloyal: The True Story of the Former Personal Attorney to President Donald J. Trump by Michael Cohen
  56. I Choose to Live: On 29 May 1996 Sabine Dardenne was Kidnapped by Marc Dutroux. She was Twelve Years Old by Sabine Dardenne
  57. The Structure of Scientific Revolutions by Thomas S. Kuhn
  58. The Ultimate Isometrics Manual: Building Maximum Strength and Conditioning with Static Training by Paul “Coach” Wade
  59. The Practice of Soul-Centered Healing: Vol. 1 Protocols and Procedures by Thomas Zinser, Ed.D.
  60. Gone in 20 Minutes: Helping People Nationwide Like You Recover From Their House Fire Disasters by Dick Emerine, PhD
  61. The Serpent on the Staff: The Unhealthy Politics of the American Medical Association by Howard Wolinsky & Tom Brune
  62. The Crime and Punishment of I.G. Farben: The Unholy Alliance Between Hitler and the Great Chemical Combine by Joseph Borkin
  63. The Scrum Fieldbook: A Master Class on Accelerating Performance, Getting Results, and Defining the Future by J.J. Sutherland
  64. Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas
  65. Dark Money: The Hidden History of the Billionaires Behind the Rise of the Radical Right by Jane Mayer
  66. Tragedy & Hope: A History of the World in Our Time by Carroll Quigley
  67. Renegade Millionaire: 7 Secrets to Extreme Wealth, Autonomy and Entrepreneurial Success by Dan S. Kennedy with Lee Milteer
  68. Rockefeller Medicine Men: Medicine and Capitalism in American by Richard E. Brown
  69. Slanted: How the News Media Taught Us to Love Censorship and Hate Journalism by Sharyl Attkisson
  70. Not For Sale by Operation Underground Railroad
  71. How to Lie with Statistics by Darrell Huff
  72. The Complete I Ching by Taoist Master Alfred Huang
  73. The Great Bay: Chronicles of the Collapse by Dale Pendell

Some Details About My Reading This Year

At 73 books I read less than the previous year. Well, that’s not exactly accurate. I think many of these books are significantly bigger than previously. The 1,311-page Tragedy & Hope being the biggest of the bunch, but plenty 400 and 500 page books too.

In addition, with the pandemic I was doing more online research and a bit less in reading books, which I would say is the main reason my total was less.

On top of this were life events such as my home burning down and moving out of state that took up my time.

But there was good news in that. I never replaced my TV, so my reading time increased towards the end of the year. (From #50 on was all in just the last three months of the year.)

I would love to dig into the many great books I read but will not be spending that much time on it this year. Too many other pressing projects. Still I’ll give a little bit…

Top 12 for Expanding My Worldview

I will give a Top 12 List for understanding how the world really works:

  1. The New Confessions of an Economic Hitman by John Perkins. This I re-read leading up to my interview with Perkins. Great place to start as he’s also a great writer.
  2. The Racket: A Rogue Reporter vs the Masters of the Universe by Matt Kennard. Very similar to the John Perkins book but from a journalist and covering more current events.
  3. The Smear: How Shady Political Operative and Fakes News Control What You See, What You Think, and How You Vote by Sharyl Attkisson. All three of Attkisson’s books are well worth reading. Doing so will give you a good understanding of how news is broken, especially why it’s gotten so much worse in in the last two decades.
  4. Deadly Medicines and Organised Crime: How Big Pharma has Corrupted Healthcare by Peter C Gotzsche. If you read one book on the subject of Big Pharma’s criminal actions, this is probably the definitive text. It’s what I read that really gave me the strong hypothesis that Big Pharma actually operates as a criminal cartel.
  5. No Such Thing as a Free Gift: The Gates Foundation and the Price of Philanthropy by Linsey McGoey. It’s interesting that any criticism of Bill Gates is now thought of as far-right conspiracy theory. But it’s not true. There are very legitimate reasons to criticize this billionaire. I borrowed heavily from this book for this article here – Non-Conspiracy Criticism of Gates Foundation
  6. Operation Paperclip: The Secret Intelligence Program that Brought Nazi Scientists to America by Annie Jacobsen. Operation Paperclip is one of the well-known and disclosed conspiracy theories. It’s when the US government brought over Nazi scientists, including war criminals to the USA and covered their tracks. This was even discussed in one of the Avengers movies. Nazism didn’t so much die as it went underground. The consequences of such are darker than any neo-nazi thing going on today in my opinion.
  7. Unrestricted Warfare: Translated from the Original People’s Liberation Army Documents by Col. Qiao Liang and Col. Wang Xiangsui. Information warfare. Scientific warfare. Narrative warfare. I’ve talked about the Battleground for Your Mind. This book written by Chinese Communist Party members shows the evolution of wartime thinking and strategy helping to inform what’s occurring today. Parts of it are a slog but other parts let you understand how war is waged today and we’re actively in it.
  8. The Cigarette Century: The Rise, Fall and Deadly Persistence of the Product that Defined America by Allan M. Brandt. Understanding how industry captured science and politics is essential understanding. Big Tobacco were the pioneers. I’m working on a report that distills down this information. This is the definitive history on the subject.
  9. Tower of Basel: The Shadowy History of the Secret Bank that Runs the World by Adam LeBor. The Bank of International Settlements is one of the most important banks in the world…that next to no one knows anything about. Deep ties with Nazi’s, including laundering gold stolen from countries and the teeth of concentration camp victims. The BIS is literally structured beyond any national government…and not transparent at all. Learn the history here. (More Nazism going underground. This book specifically mentions the Redhouse Meeting which is chilling and something I’ll definitely cover in the future more so.)
  10. The Crime and Punishment of I.G. Farben: The Unholy Alliance Between Hitler and the Great Chemical Combine by Joseph Borkin. I.G. Farben was a chemical conglomerate that was responsible for Hitler’s War Machine. After WW2 they were broken up into smaller companies…but not really. These companies still exist making up agricultural, chemical and pharmaceutical giants (Bayer is one). Nazism becoming corporatism.
  11. Dark Money: The Hidden History of the Billionaires Behind the Rise of the Radical Right by Jane Mayer. Understand how the Koch Brothers used their money to make more money and manipulate, well, just about everything. Shows the history and outcomes of the Kochtopus. Recognize that this is just one powerful group making use of these tactics.
  12. Tragedy & Hope: A History of the World in Our Time by Carroll Quigley. A history of the world from before WW1 through to the Cold War. Fascinating overview which includes the paradigms, the systems that led to many things such as the rise of Hitler. Does not shy away from known conspiracies either like Rhodes and the Round Table groups.

It’s important to realize that no one book will give you everything you need to know. Instead it is best to look at each as a lens through which to get a view on a particular area. And that lens likely comes with some of it’s own baggage, even ideology that can distort other lenses.

Favorite Novels

I was going to say, let’s end on a more positive note, but in a way this fiction is just as dark! I’ll mention two of my favorites here, very different from each other.

Influx by Daniel Suarez – Suarez is one of my favorite sci-fi writers. This story involves a Bureau of Technology Control that keeps powerful and disruptive technologies from the public. We know there are some hidden technologies by our governments. The question is how far does it go? This book takes those concepts and runs far with them.

The Great Bay: Chronicles of the Collapse by Dale Pendell – This book is about a pandemic that starts in 2021. It was written in 2010. It’s an odd book in its structure, telling stories across the span of time. Some from right after the pandemic (this one being actually very deadly). Others centuries and millennia afterwards. It stretches the mind to see civilization collapse and spring up again in ways that show the cycles repeating.

Your Turn

If you have any questions about any of these books go ahead and ask them in the comments below.

Also please share your top one or two books that you read last year.

Lessons from Home Burning Part 2

“This Gives Me Perspective”

This is odd to share. I am not trying to come off as holier-than-thou although I’m sure that can be read into this. I’m sharing my experience, my feelings around events, understanding they are very different than everyone else in the same situation. I am not writing this to judge other people’s response to these events as inferior. Your response is your own, more normal than mine and that is fine. Instead, in writing this I am striving to better understand why my experience is such as it is. In addition, I’m hoping that my sharing may help some others through inspiration, as indeed several people have said regarding part 1. With that disclaimer, onward…

Am I just suppressing grief that will come out later?

Am I just in denial about what happened?

These are the questions I was asking myself after I had confirmation that my home had completely burned down.

You see, what I was feeling was positive.

Don’t get me wrong. I was realistic about the hurdles ahead, but focused on what mattered. No one was hurt. It was all just material things that could be replaced and a good exercise in enforced minimalism.

As for the sentimental things… well, here is a good enforced opportunity to practice non-attachment.

I mentioned the paradox of feeling both devastation and liberation to some, but if I’m honest, I was feeling more of that latter.

But why wasn’t I depressed? Angry? Stricken with grief?

Would it hit me like a tidal wave later? Would it come in repeated waves over time?

No, I was actually my normal happy self. I thought there might be small pangs as I recognized this or that thing that I enjoyed was gone. But to be honest, now three weeks out, not really even that for me.

I’ll admit I have faced some frustration over insurance hassles. And, especially since we were just seven days from selling the house, that this event will financially set my family back despite insurance.

But I had already moved on.

Truth was people around me were more sad for me than I was personally! That’s a weird thing to deal with.

I would say I had already reframed the situation to know that this would be a good thing. Actually reframe is the wrong word. Just the frame from the very beginning. A new challenge to overcome. An adventure to have. A great story to tell. Something that would make me a better person. That would strengthen my family.

I wouldn’t even say I was being stoic so much as I was actually already looking at the positive things to come from this.

It came down to perspective.

First of all, I knew it could have been far worse. As I mentioned, no one got hurt (that I knew). Had that been different, I don’t think I’d be positive the same way. This gives me perspective.

Secondly, I’d gone through rough things before. The worst being losing my mother to cancer. I had tons of grief at that time. Back then I DID suppress my feelings. And while I still miss her, wishing she was around to play with her granddaughter especially, having worked on my grief with many psychological tools over the years, I see her passing as the last gift she gave me.

Couldn’t the fire be a gift too? Why wait to see it as such? This gives me perspective.

A friend of mine lost her house to a fire years ago. I had heard her story. I had talked to her about it. And, like with my mother, she now sees it as a blessing in disguise. This gives me perspective. (Thank you Denise!)

In the days following, I was amazed by all the love and support and donations too. This made me feel on a more embodied level that I was rich in one of the most important things, human connection. This gives me perspective.

All these came immediately to mind. But for a couple of days there was something niggling at me. I didn’t quite have the complete picture. I felt like I was missing another key component. Why was I genuinely okay with this?

And then it hit me.

I’ve spent the last year and a half diving deep into the darkest corners of humanity. Into the amazing levels of corruption that exist in our world.

There’s this idea that doing so makes people unbalanced (or attracts unbalanced people in the first place). Looking at conspiracies makes people depressed. Angry. Sad. And I have no doubt that that is true…to some degree and for some people.

There is no doubt I felt those feelings at times. Comes with the territory. There are revolting horrible possibilities.

Yet, I could make a very strong case that most people aren’t willing to dig into the facts of such, as a protection mechanism. Deny it exists so you don’t have to face its terror.

Not me. I felt the trauma of our reality…and I kept moving forward.

I felt the confusion of the mysterious, contradictory and insane possibilities, the ten thousand rabbit holes…and I kept moving forward. As the saying goes, “If you’re going through hell, keep going.”

I felt like I broke my mind at times wrestling with the truth. My sensemaking capacity fractured striving to understand what was really going on. (I still don’t…but I am reasonably comfortable in this place of realizing we’re all delusional about a lot…)

I sought to recognize sociopathy. I sought to understand evil. I sought to grasp our collective shadows and had to process them personally along the way. Oh yes, I definitely went through ups and downs.

Too few people wrestle with the fact that 97%+ of people would have joined the Nazi’s had they been in Germany at the time. Or at least stepped aside and allowed it to happen.

“Not I” says the naive individual who doesn’t actually reflect on what really went on there, how uncertain things were in the present compared to having hindsight, and how well propaganda really works.

“Yes I” says the person who does the deep, dark self-reflection.

Knowing this now let me set about changing course so I can truly say “Not I”. (Still a work in progress of course…)

And this more so than anything else I believe was why I was in a good mood!

Knowing what really goes on, the depths of the darkness of what occurs in the world, it makes me more resilient. More antifragile.

After all, it could be far worse. I mean come on! Child sex trafficking is a thing. A BIG thing. I have wrestled with conceiving that that could be my daughter. This gives me perspective.

There are more people in slavery today than in anytime in history…and yet we’re arguing about reparations for past slavery. This gives me perspective.

Companies profiting off of the death of people is a thing. In fact, it makes the world go round. And gaining so much profit they can steer laws, science and culture in their favor. This is so pervasive most people can’t see but a tiny fraction of it. This gives me perspective.

So much perspective in fact, that losing my home and just about all my possessions genuinely feels like child’s play in comparison.

No, not just that. My house burning down is a good thing. I needed more genuine personal adversity to forge my soul for the battles ahead.

What is occurring right now in the world and what is coming down the road is much harder…

Face the truth. It might break you. But if it doesn’t you’ll become a better person for it.

That’s my crazy, weird, but seemingly useful perspective anyway.

Lessons from Home Burning – Part 1

Physical, Mental, Emotional and Character Strength

On the night of August 19th my home burned completely to the ground.

A few people made comments to the effect of it being telling that the only thing left standing was my power rack. That this was a symbol of strength.

I agree! And that’s what I want to talk about today.

There is the common stereotype of the “all brawn, no brain” individual. In other words, the meathead. And certainly, this is the case for some.

But as a stereotype it is very often wrong.

One of my many books that burned up was Not Just Pumping Iron: On the Psychology of Lifting Weights by Edward W. L. Smith. In fact, I had a whole shelf on one of my bookcases devoted to sports psychology. 

Sure, I’ll admit it. In the beginning I tried to workout as I was interested in looking good in order to impress the ladies…but that was such a minor thing in the grander scheme.

Strength training in all its forms became so much more to me.

It was the first and foremost place where I pulled myself up by my bootstraps from a self-loathing, insecure individual into the person I am today. It was my crucible where I not only forged my body but my psychology and spirit.

No, it wasn’t just because it became a career either. The truth is that was a result of the above, not the cause. 

In Smith’s book he talks about lifting weights as the Yoga of the west. It’s interesting to reflect on because most yoga in the West is a watered down version of what it originally was, i.e. a holistic practice that encompassed body-mind-spirit.

Now, I know I’m not your typical person. Many think me superhuman. 

But that’s just the thing. ANYONE can be superhuman. All it takes is proper know-how and dedication. Compound this overtime and truly miraculous transformation is not only possible, but likely.

If I could transform myself from a scrawny, unathletic, timid boy into a strongman certainly anyone can…if the desire is there. 

No, strength training and fitness is not just about the physical. If that is the case for you, I’m sorry to say but you are missing the boat.

It’s not even all about the mental and emotional though those are such huge parts. In very few other areas have I found such a useful “laboratory” for training your mind’s capabilities and state management. (Throw in competition and/or lofty goals to really amplify these things!)

What is too seldom talked about is that strength training can build up strength of character. 

It can aid you in becoming more virtuous. 

You know, I’ve done some pretty wild and wacky feats of strength. Case in point, lately, I’d been hanging myself by a rope around my neck! Or seeking to do over bodyweight in a bent press. 

Now, my entire gym is gone. But the lessons I’ve learned, who I’ve become, is stronger than ever. 

And I’d let one million gyms burn down before I’d give up what I’ve obtained and who I’ve become along the way.

All the stuff can be replaced. Yet my latest challenge of a house fire is in itself…priceless.

Again, I get it. I’m the odd one out. I’m truthfully not grieving the loss. I’m flowing with it like water in the river of life. 

Every once in a while I get asked what I’m training for. Yes, I train for fun. Sure, I train to hit goals. Of course, I train to be healthy. 

But most of all, I train for LIFE.

Without awareness of it, I was training for this event. Having done so I’ve even surprised myself at how much I’ve taken it in stride. 

I train to be antifragile. 

Not just physically, but mentally, emotionally and spiritually too. This means that stressors not only don’t break me, but make me even stronger. In this way a big stressor means big rewards. 

Prior to this, I know that 2020 has been far easier on me than many other people because of how I’ve setup my life. I know that there are people in dire straits.

In other words, I am privileged. Instead of taking that on with guilt, I aim to be a force for good. In other words to actually deserve it.

So I welcome the additional challenge. After all, it’s good to be humble!

I’ll continue to train to best serve my family. I will continue to train to best serve my community. 

I must be strong for those are not. 

The world has some great darkness to it. If we are aware and honest about it, the trajectories of where we are headed are not looking so good. (The fact that most people reading this probably think they know what I’m talking about, but really do not being a sign of such.)

So now more than ever we need strong men and women to step up in every sort of way. In my opinion, you can’t do anything useful if you don’t build yourself first. 

In fact, without the internal work, you’ll likely just get in the way. And I’m not saying strength training is the only way. Far from it. But it has worked really well for me and others I know!

In alchemy, one of the steps involved is calcination. This is the burning away of matter to get to the “salt” principle. To purify to get to what is essential.

As above, so below.

So I’ll take this event as an initiation and move forward. In doing so, I hope I can inspire you in the right direction too. 

There is something to be said for the fact that the only things that survived and are usable left from the wreckage are some of the weights. There’s a deep metaphor here…

In my opinion 2020 still has more surprises in store. And I don’t think we’re going back to normal, or even a new normal in 2021 either.

This is going to be a rough decade ahead.

You must be adaptable. You must be strong. Not just for yourself, but especially for those around you.

My #1 Must Read Book from 2019

From everything I read last year (all 111 books) if I could have the knowledge of one book instantly downloaded into the minds of other people, I would choose the book I’m about to mention.

But first, a bit of background…

For whatever reason, the recent revelations regarding Jeffrey Epstein have grasped my attention and wouldn’t let go. Because of some news sources I follow, I was aware of these crimes before his recent arrest in July 2019.

So when that happened, I got excited because I thought some shady stuff might just come to light!

Digging into Epstein you find he had powerful connections to politicians, including past and current presidents. To Hollywood celebrities. To scientists. To business and financial moguls. And to intelligence agencies.

Silly me for thinking it would go somewhere! Then Epstein committed “suicide” and for most people it faded into the background of constant other news noise. (#epsteindidnotkillhimself)

All this made Ricky Gervais’ monologue at the Golden Globes all the funnier, not to mention ballsy because of the truth behind it.

And humor is good before we dive further into darkness…

Most people want to bury their head in the sand about this stuff. To deny it even exists…despite the overwhelming proof if you only scratch below the surface. All it takes is the smallest amount of digging.

The book I’m about to mention begins with a quote attributed to Edmund Burke:

“All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.”

And that is why I am sharing on this topic. Why I won’t remain silent on the topic.

I find that if you want to understand something, understanding the past can be quite useful because nothing is really new under the sun. Epstein is a modern scandal (even though it goes back decades), but similar scandals have occurred before.

I heard about the following case, which occurred before I was even born, and choose to go deep down the rabbit hole. Enter…

The Franklin Scandal: A Story of Powerbrokers, Child Abuse & Betrayal by Nick Bryant

While I’d heard a tiny bit about this event before, I knew it was time to dive deeper. Sure, you can go to the Wikipedia page and believe that it was a “carefully crafted hoax” if you want, with its extremely sparse information and sources.

Or you can check out this book, which includes 100 pages alone of proof from documents as well as links to the web for much more. You can check out the website right here: http://franklinscandal.com/

The story begins with Lawrence (Larry) King, Jr., a rising star in the Republican party. His embezzlement led to the collapse of the Franklin Credit Union. But that is only the start because it gets far worse from there.

This story involves a pedophilia ring, run by people in powerful positions, and the covering up of such crimes.

The author, Nick Bryant, was a popular journalist, who got into this subject to disprove it. He was a skeptic. But he followed the truth where it led him. This book is the result of a seven year investigation.

The book is close to 500 pages yet reads like a thriller…because in many senses it is.

It does get bogged down in some areas including the court cases (you won’t believe how one sided the judges and prosecution can be!).

The cover up by multiple government agencies, with media in their pocket, seems unbelievable. It’s big in scale. There are a lot of people in on it. But…look…at…the…evidence.

And of course, it is likely to anger and disgust you. It might just send you into depression. Diving into this swamp was responsible for some down periods personally this past year. My world view was rocked by the implication of what this means. And I say to you, those are natural responses.

It might also inspire you. When you see the Job-like-transformation (as in Book of Job) of Alisha Owen, a victim of abuse many, many times over, you just might shed a tear. I did.

I understand that to talk about this, to even mention such a book or subject, is not good for business. I’m doing it anyway because I won’t remain silent.

The desire to turn away is normal too but I urge you to suppress that desire. Turning a blind eye will not make it go away. Instead, I challenge you to read this book.

I Read 111 Books in 2019

As I’ve done in previous years, I’m sharing my reading list from 2019.

So without further ado, the list from this year…

  1. The Millionaire Master Plan by Roger James Hamilton
  2. Meaningful Work by Shawn Askinosie
  3. The Bed of Procrustes by Nassim Nicholas Taleb
  4. Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy
  5. The First Year IBS by Heather Van Vorous
  6. King Warrior Magician Lover by Robert Moore and Douglas Gillette
  7. Becoming the Parent You Want To Be by Laura Davis & Janis Keyser
  8. Antifragile by Nassim Nicholas Taleb
  9. The Magician and the Analyst by Robert Moore
  10. He by Robert A. Johnson
  11. The Symbols by The Heavenly Hosts, the Servents of Creator
  12. Fooled by Randomness by Nassim Nicholas Taleb
  13. Viriconium by M. John Harrison
  14. Deep Work by Cal Newport
  15. Magic Power Language Symbol by Patrick Dunn
  16. The Mask of Masculinity by Lewis Howes
  17. The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky
  18. The Chaos Protocols by Gordon White
  19. The Black Swan by Nassim Nicholas Taleb
  20. Sovereignty by Ryan Michler
  21. The Future of Man by Teilhard de Chardin
  22. Digital Minimalism by Cal Newport
  23. The Awesome Science of Luck by Peter Ragnar
  24. Life After Google by George Gilder
  25. Living the 80/20 Way by Richard Koch
  26. Condensed Chaos by Phil Hine
  27. One to Many by Jason Fladlien
  28. Skin in the Game by Nassim Nicholas Taleb
  29. Gates of Fire by Steven Pressfield
  30. The Music of Life by Denis Noble
  31. Profit First for Ecommerce Sellers by Cyndi Thomason
  32. The Master Works of Chaos Magick by Adam Blackthorne
  33. Holistic Dental Care by Nadine Artemis
  34. Deafness of the Mind by Kevin Fitzgerald
  35. Dance to the Tune of Life: Biological Relativity by Denis Noble
  36. Pandora’s Star by Peter F. Hamilton
  37. Thinking in Systems by Donella H. Meadows
  38. The King Within by Robert Moore and Douglas Gillette
  39. Liber Null & Psychonaut by Peter J. Carroll
  40. The Direct Mail Revolution by Robert W. Bly
  41. Thinking in Bets by Annie Duke
  42. How I Raised Myself from Failure to Success in Selling by Frank Bettger
  43. Shaman, Healer, Sage by Alberto Villoldo
  44. The Way of the Superior Man by David Deida
  45. The Alter Ego Effect by Todd Herman
  46. Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming by Stephen LaBerge and Howard Rheingold
  47. Sacred Economics by Charles Eisenstein
  48. The Archetype of Initiation by Robert L. Moore
  49. Brutal Wisdom by Master “Dutch” Hinkle
  50. Overdeliver by Brian Kurtz
  51. Building a Story Brand by Donald Miller
  52. Spiritual Enlightenment: The Damndest Thing by Jed McKenna
  53. The Fifth Discipline by Peter M. Senge
  54. 45 Master Characters by Victoria Lynn Schmidt
  55. The Sayings of Vikings by Havamal
  56. A Brief History of Everything by Ken Wilbur
  57. Judas Unchained by Peter F. Hamilton
  58. How to End the Autism Epidemic by J.B. Handley
  59. Norse Mythology by Neil Gaiman
  60. Conspiracy Theory in America by Lance deHaven-Smith
  61. American Cosmic by D.W. Pasulka
  62. The Integral Vision by Ken Wilbur
  63. Ordinary Men by Christopher R. Browning
  64. The Dark Path by Isaac Weishaupt
  65. Conspiracies Declassified by Brian Dunning
  66. The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg
  67. Never Split the Difference by Chris Voss
  68. Evolutionary Herbalism by Sajah Popham
  69. Atomic Habits by James Clear
  70. Triz for Dummies by Lily Haines-Gadd
  71. Supernormal Stimuli by Deirdre Barrett
  72. The Watchman’s Rattle by Rebecca D. Costa
  73. Population Control by Jim Marrs
  74. Limitless by Laura Gassner Otting
  75. Conscious Men by John Gray and Arjuna Ardagh
  76. Getting Everything You Can Out of All You’ve Got by Jay Abraham
  77. Murder by Injection by Eustace Mullins
  78. High Performance Habits by Brendon Burchard
  79. Medical Medium by Anthony William
  80. The Franklin Scandal by Nick Bryant
  81. Native Son by Richard Wright
  82. The Master Keys to Strength and Fitness 2nd Edition by Logan Christopher
  83. The Creature from Jekyll Island by G. Edward Griffin
  84. Everybody is Sick, and I Know Why by Peter J Glidden, MD
  85. Radical Brilliance by Arjuna Ardagh
  86. The Cancer Industry by Mark Sloan
  87. None Dare Call It Conspiracy by Gary Allen with Larry Abraham
  88. Medical Intuition by C. Norman Shealy, MD, PhD
  89. Perfectibilists by Terry Melanson
  90. Programmed to Kill by David McGowan
  91. The War of Art by Steven Pressfield
  92. Discovering Joy in Parenting: The First Seven Years by Cindy Brooks and Joya Birns
  93. The Candida Cure by Ann Boroch, CNC
  94. The Habit Forming Guide to Becoming a Systems Thinker by Tracy Benson & Sheri Marlin
  95. The Republic by Plato
  96. The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen R. Covey
  97. The Bezos Letters by Steve Anderson with Karen Anderson
  98. Becoming Us by Beth McCord and Jeff McCord
  99. Virtual Summit Launch Formula by Eric Z. Yang
  100. Rewire by Richard O’Conner, PhD
  101. Evolution 2.0 by Perry Marshall
  102. The Spiritual Journey of Joseph L. Greenstein by Ed Spielman
  103. The Coaching Habit by Michael Bungay Stanier
  104. Daemon by Daniel Suarez
  105. The Devil’s Chessboard by David Talbot
  106. Freedom TM by Daniel Suarez
  107. Cancer: The Metabolic Disease Unraveled by Mark Sloan
  108. Discovering Your Soul Signature by Panache Desai
  109. Thinking in Systems by Donella H. Meadows
  110. Develop Your Medical Intuition by Sherrie Dillard
  111. The Healing Organization by Raj Sisodia and Michael J. Gelb
Just a handful of the books read this year…

What allowed me to read over 50% more than last year?

My intention this year was to engage in more speed reading depending on the book. Many of these I read every single word. Other ones I read through faster, with more skimming. It depends on a variety of factors. But my goal was to rule the book, more so than letting it rule me which has occurred in previous years. I would say mission accomplished!

In addition, I worked to moderate my habit of watching less TV and movies too. I enjoy these immensely, so don’t want to get rid of the TV entirely, not like I have in the past, just make sure it wasn’t on every day. I measured 173 days when it was not on, almost half the year. (Keeping in mind I’m not the only one wanting to turn it on in my household, I thought that was pretty good.)

These were the two biggest changes. Otherwise I am still following all the steps I outlined last year in this article, as for how I read.

I also want to mention that not only did I increase the number of books read, but also that the length of many of these books was overall larger than last year. Some large 500+ page tomes were counted here! Right now I’m reading two books that are over a thousand pages each.

Reading Plans for 2020

I am going to continue to expand on many of the threads started here. More diversity of reading I feel is paying off in greater fulfillment and depth of vision.

I will continue to speed read, possibly turning it up another notch of two.

My fiction percentage was a little under 10%. I think I want to get that up to at least 15% this coming year. (Those are the books in italics listed above.)

In my next post I’ll dive a bit deeper into the subjects I covered and my favorite and most impactful books from the year.

How to Read a Lot to Learn a Lot

“Readers are leaders.” – Jim Kwik

My Library

I read a lot because I love to learn. As a writer, reading is essential. It’s one of the places I get tons of ideas from, as well as one way to hone the craft. And I only started writing because I already read a lot.

For me, since adulthood at least, reading has been one of the best ways to learn.

The year after graduating from high school I took a semester at Community College but left after that. Why? Because I knew I could learn better myself, with a learning program tailored specifically to what I was going to do in the world. This has always been supplemented by live events such as seminars and conferences, audio and video programs too, but reading has been the mainstay.

It takes time to write a book. A lot of time. It’s a crystallization of thoughts that have been thought over many times, and hopefully put into practice (as oppose to just being theory). Thus, to learn from a book is to take a shortcut in that learning process.

But learning is only a part of it. I enjoy reading too. It’s not just about learning but is a pleasurable activity itself.

I wrote a bit about how too read a lot of books in a year in this earlier post, but figured it was worth diving into more detail into.

I thought about writing a book on the subject! But I’ll settle for this long article for now. Part of my reason for doing this, besides sharing, is that it had me reflecting more on what works well and what could be done even better.

Invest Time in Learning to Speed Read

If you want to read a lot you can’t be a slow reader. It is worth spending some time to learn how to read faster. There are countless books on the subject of speed reading, so make that one of the first you read. If I remember correctly, Breakthrough Rapid Reading was what I went through in high school.

And realize that it’s not just about reading a book on speed reading. Speed reading is a skill. As such it needs to be practiced.

This is done by using a book and forcing yourself to read faster than you are comfortable doing. Practice this and your time goes up. Simple as that.

Also, the main thing that stops people from reading faster is sub-vocalization. This is where you think the words to yourself as if speaking them. But you can see and understand the words on a page faster than you’ll ever be able to speak. Thus, this habit most people have needs to be broken. And pretty much any speed reading book or course will cover doing that.

Skimming

Speed reading can still involve you looking over every word. Even if you’re fast, this will still take some time with most books. The fact is that not all words, sections, chapters of books are worth devoting time too. (The fact is that many books aren’t worth it either so proper selection in the first place is essential.)

Rule the Book, Don’t Let the Book Rule You

I include skimming here as this is also something I need to get better at. Especially in doing these lists for the past two years I was trapping myself into finishing books, and reading all of them, that I might not otherwise have done.

It is important to realize that the book is there to serve you. While the author may have high hopes that you’ll read every line, including the acknowledgements and appendixes, and re-read the book ten times, very few books deserve this level of attention. Especially when it comes to learning, you are here to get something out of the book. For great books this may involve slowing down and taking your time, even re-reading them several times. For many other books, skimming though it quickly to get one nugget in a half hour time span may be all it’s worth. 

Another way you can think of this is that if you get stuck an stop reading because you’re reading a “bad” book, that stops you from reading period, you’re stuck in not reading other things that would serve you much better. Having fallen into this completionist trap, as in “I started the book, I have to finish it,” before I feel it is important to recognize these other ways of looking at things.

One of my reading aims in 2019 is to do far more skimming. So far, so good.

Set a Goal

If you want to read more, than set a goal to do exactly that. Maybe it’s a certain number of books over the year. Maybe it’s a book a week. Maybe it is something else.

Goal setting works if you do it right, so make the intention, make the plan and then get after it.

Understand Why?

Beyond just the goal, why do you want to read more. Is it simply to be more-well read? Or do you have specific outcomes you’d like?

I primarily read to learn. It’s how I get better at life. If there’s an area I want insight or help in from sex to thinking, nutrition to team building, money to foraging there are books on it. There are people that have spent decades or lifetimes in a field and distilled that down into a few hundred pages and made it available for $20.

In this way I see it as insane NOT to read a lot of books. It has worked out quite well for me so I plan to continue to do it.

Prioritize Reading

If you want to read more than you have been, then reading needs to move up in your list of values or priorities. I’m not saying that reading should become more important than working out or spending time with your family. But chances are it can be made more important than watching TV, spending time on social media or the internet.

A lot of people do read each day. But it’s a choice if that reading is just tweets and Facebook posts for the latest brain fart of the day, or something that has been put into book form.

Again just because it’s a book doesn’t make it worth reading, but chances are better that it’s higher quality than most things on social media or the internet.

The hurdles of writing and book and getting it published are smaller these days than in years past but there are still some hurdles. To put it another way what are you spending your time on?

  • Tweets vs. Books
  • Brain Farts vs. Knowledge and Wisdom

Make Reading a Habit

A goal is good. Prioritizing is good to. And ultimately, these need to be transformed into a habit. If you want to read a lot then it needs to become a daily habit.

Here is how I read. I find reading to be a relaxing and unwinding activity for me. It’s more passive than the work I’ve done that day. As an introvert, reading is recharging me-time. For these reasons, I read when I can in the afternoons and evenings after my work is done.

This is interspersed with other activities like spending time with my wife, daughter, doing social things, eating food, even some watching TV.

Very often if I have nothing else to do, I will go straight to a book. And specifically, some other points to come up next fit into more on how I structure my reading.

7 Books at a Time +/- 2

I don’t read one book at a time. Sometimes, if I get completely engrossed in a book (especially great fiction), I will read that all the way, then return to my normal routine, but that doesn’t happen to often.

Instead, I have somewhere between seven to nine books open at a time. Mostly six to eight. Why? First of all I am interested in a bunch of topics. If I only read one thing at a time I wouldn’t be learning new things in all these different areas.

Also if some of these books are more boring than others I get stick to the more exciting ones that I want to dive into each day. Often then I’ll get to the less boring ones once I have the momentum going as related to the next point.

I have to give credit to Dr. John La Tourrette, one of my mentors that I picked up this tip from. Once I started reading this many books actively at one time, it really did transform my reading.

One Book Per Subject Matter

In my mix of five to nine books I tend to have one business book in the rotation at each time. Right now, as I’m diving deep on masculinity I’m re-reading previous books on the subject as well as some new. One masculinity book is in the mix at any time. One pre-Gutenberg (see below) is in the mix at any time. One (or more) fiction books too.

The subject matters do change over time, but I find this tends to be helpful in keeping a mix of different materials.

One Chapter Per Book Per Day

This goes back to my habit. My ideal habit anyway, because I feel like I seldom hit this, but I tend to hit some part of it each day. For each of my open books I try to read one chapter per day. (If the chapters are too long, I may break it up into sections. If chapters are too short I may read multiple. But for the most part one chapter seems to work.) Read that chapter, whether skimming or full-on detailed reading, then close up the book and move onto the next one.

Why do this? We tend to remember the first and last things better than the middle. I’m creating lots of these first and lasts, by switching books and topics, rather than just reading through one book alone. It helps with recall.

It also can help with boredom. Again, if a book isn’t worth reading please don’t read it. But some books are boring and still worth reading. I can get through a chapter or a section at a time easily. Trying to plow through chapter after chapter, not as much.

Fiction vs. Non-Fiction

Right now about 85-90% of the books I read are non-fiction. I did title this book about reading a lot to learn a lot, after all. But I am reading more fiction and over time, more and more of it. I do learn from fiction too. I learn how to tell a story better. I learn how to put words together in more magical ways.

That’s why I always have at least one fiction book in rotation, and lately its been two. (I am about halfway through the huge Dostoevsky’s The Brothers Karamazov right now, finally got to the murder promised in the first pages…400 pages in!)

Also there are times when I need to shut my learning mind off. It’s not often but it happens. So fiction is great when I need more of that relaxation and recharge that reading brings.

Parenting Books, Why Wouldn’t I?

As I was getting ready for my daughter being born I posted on Facebook, asking people what their favorite parenting books were. There was a great response and I’ve only begun to scratch the surface of the list that was created. (Thanks to those that responded, those books have been great so far!)

And, not to knock them, but a few people said I don’t need to read books about being a parent, it’ll come naturally.

I get the sentiment, but why wouldn’t I study this subject? I read books on strength training to become strong. I read books on health and nutrition to become healthy. I read books on business to build my businesses. I read books on NLP to master the subject matter. And on and on I could go. So why the hell wouldn’t I read books about something that is arguably more important than all those things, i.e. raising a human being?

I don’t always have one of these books in my mix but do most of the time. Just finished the 400 page Becoming the Parent You Want to Be which was quite illuminating as it describes things from the baby/child’s point of view as they’re developing.

Pre-Gutenberg Books

This is a tip I picked up from Perry Marshall. As I mentioned earlier there aren’t many hurdles to creating a book these days. So the quality of books overall has gone down because of that. But there use to be far more hurdles.

Specifically, before the printing press was invented by Gutenberg, which allowed for the mass printing of books, they had to be copied by hand. Think about that for a second and how much time it would take.

Therefore, because of the efforts involved, the books that come to us from before the printing press was invented tend to be of higher quality. There tends to be more wisdom present, instead of mere knowledge. That’s why I’m always reading something ancient.

And I am reading older stuff that isn’t quite that old. Books from a hundred years ago tend to be quite good as well.

Aim for One Book Per Week

If you read a book per week you would read 52 books in a year, which is not bad at all. That would put you in the top 1% compared to others, and very likely a much smaller fraction of a percent. (Sadly, most people don’t even read a single book per year.)

So it’s a good process goal to aim for. I often try to finish at least one book per week, though on average the past couple years I’ve done more than that. This brings me to the next point.

Extra Reading Time on Weekends

Because I see reading as a leisure activity, I will often do more of it on my weekends. Very often I’ll try to finish a book on a Sunday, among other things I might do that day.

I do like to finish things so this will often be several chapters in a book, whatever I am close to finishing, that I’ll do a final push on over the weekend.

Underline and Take Notes

I used to feel that I couldn’t damage the perfection of the book. That I needed to keep it in pristine order. But I realized my desire to learn was greater than this feeling.

I would say I at least double what I get out of a book by underlining the important points as I go along. I’ll also take notes in the margins, ideas triggered by the reading.

Plus this makes it easier to skim and refer to later, which I’ve found especially useful for writing when I want to use lots of other great books as references, such as in my new book Powered By Nature.

Recognize Your Primary Representation Channel – VADK

Are you a visual person? An auditory person? Or a kinesthetic person? While we are all all of these, one channel tends to be better as relates to learning. A visual person will learn best with a video or a demonstration. An auditory person may prefer audiobooks. A kinesthetic person will learn best hands-on.

There is also the digital representation system, which is basically words and symbols. If you’re strongly digital, like I am, then reading will suit you just fine.

The reason I read a lot is because I love to learn AND it suits my learning style. Plus I find it to be a relaxing and recharging activity. While I think pretty much everyone would benefit from reading more, I recognize that I am particularly suited to it and others will not necessarily be.

The question to ask is how much of this is innate vs. trained? My guess is that it’s some of both, which means that if you want to read a lot, you can train yourself to do it better and get more out of it.

Irlen Syndrome

Do you often get to the bottom of a page and feel like you don’t know what you just read? Or get to the end of a chapter and not be able to recite anything? Does reading make you tired, hurt your eyes, or give you brain fog?

Here is a possible stumbling block for some. I bring it up because it impacts my wife greatly. I first heard about Irlen Syndrome on Dave Asprey’s podcast. I though, “Hey that sounds like my wife.” So we consulted with a coach and sure enough, she has it. What this means is that normal words on a page negatively impact her. But by using a special colored filter she can read just fine. Find out more at Irlen.com.

I’m fortunate to not have this problem, but I mention it because it is not well known but should be more so.

Travel

The routine and habit I listed above is great for when I’m at home. But what about when I travel which I do from time to time? I tend to travel with one to two books on me (depending on length of travel and how much I will have time to read). If my flight is in the morning I tend to write on the plane. If my flight is in the afternoon, evening or overnight (besides sleeping) I will read. (I only tend to write well in the mornings.)

Because I’m not going to bring 7 +/- 2 books with me, I don’t stick to my normal routine. Instead I pick a book I feel like I’m fine with going straight through on. I tend to travel with fiction too, because many of my travels like for business tend to drain me, and I want some very passive reading.

E-Readers

I resisted using these for a long time as I like real books. Then after years I finally gave a Kindle a try. I used it a bit…but now it’s been in my draw for years without use.

If you like them all the power to you. But I choose real books.

Conclusion

I threw a whole lot at you here, with a minimum of organization. Take what works for you and put it into practice.

Have any questions? Use the comments below and I’ll be happy to answer them.

Any tips or methods that work well for you in reading? Please share them below.

I Read 73 Books in 2018

Last year I read 73 books in full.

The previous year I read 72 and did numerous posts detailing that, spread over five parts. You can find them here:

This year, I don’t plan to go into as much detail, but I figured it was worth visiting the same concept in one large post.

To start with, here is the complete list of books I read in 2018.

The List of 73 Books

  1. The Star Principle by Richard Koch
  2. Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carrol
  3. The Vaccine Guide by Randall Neustaedter
  4. The Ra Principle (The Law of One Book One) by Ra
  5. Birth Chemistry Workbook
  6. 12 Rules for Life by Jordan Peterson
  7. The Essential Gnostic Gospels
  8. Anything is Possible! by Joe Vitale
  9. Wild at Heart by John Eldredge
  10. Creative Imagination by Christopher Hills
  11. Excelsior! The Amazing Life of Stan Lee by Stan Lee and George Mair
  12. The Healing Wisdom of Africa by Malidoma Patrice Some
  13. Secrets of the Lost Mode of Prayer by Gregg Braden
  14. Bottleneck Breakthrough by Joshua Long
  15. Cuffed, Tied and Satisfied by Jaiya
  16. How to Fail at Almost Everything and Still Win Big by Scott Adams
  17. The 80/20 Manager by Richard Koch
  18. Alice Through the Looking Glass by Lewis Carrol
  19. Warburton’s Winning System by Greg Warburton
  20. 16X by Richard Koch
  21. Real Magic by Dean Radin
  22. Raising An Emotionally Intelligent Child by John Gottmann
  23. Persuader by Lee Child
  24. Breakthrough Advertising by Eugene Schwartz
  25. The Natural Laws of Business by Richard Koch
  26. Renegade Beauty by Nadine Artemis
  27. The Terror by Dan Simmons
  28. Killing Floor by Lee Child
  29. 60 Minute CFO by David A. Duryee
  30. The Gulag Archipelago [Abridged] by Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
  31. Remote Viewing Secrets by Joseph McMoneagle
  32. Carrion Comfort by Dan Simmons
  33. Never Lose a Customer Again by Joey Coleman
  34. Flow by Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi
  35. Taoist Sexual Meditation by Bruce Francis
  36. Selected Works of Cicero
  37. Measure What Works by John Doerr
  38. The Norse Myths by Kevin Crossley-Holland
  39. Strong Fathers, Strong Daughters by Meg Meeker
  40. The Everything Store by Brad Stone
  41. Creative Conflict by Christopher Hills
  42. A Brief Tour of Higher Consciousness by Itzhak Bentov
  43. Servant of the Bones by Anne Rice
  44. The Omnivore’s Dilemma by Michael Pollan
  45. Superconnect by Richard Koch and Greg Lockwood
  46. The Botany of Desire by Michael Pollan
  47. Leonardo’s Notebooks edited by H. Anna Suh
  48. The Outsider by Stephen King
  49. Synchronicity by Allan Combs and Mark Holland
  50. Operating Manual for Spaceship Earth by R. Buckminster Fuller
  51. Your First CFO by Pam Prior
  52. Finite and Infinite Games by James P. Carse
  53. On Writing by Stephen King
  54. Dream Yoga and the Practice of Natural Light by Chogyal Namkhai Norbu
  55. Beyond Good and Evil by Friedrich Nietzsche
  56. The Hero with a Thousand Faces by Joseph Campbell
  57. Clock Work by Mike Michalowicz
  58. How to Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan
  59. Reinventing Medicine by Larry Dossey
  60. The Dispossessed by Ursula K. Le Guin
  61. Golden Dawn Ritual Tarot by Chic Cicero & Sandra Tabatha Cicero
  62. Superhuman You by Iron Tamer Dave Whitley
  63. The San Lorenzo Valley by Lisa Robinson
  64. Positioning: The Battle for Your Mind by Al Ries and Jack Trout
  65. Iron John by Robert Bly
  66. Modern Magick by Donald Michael Kraig
  67. Neuromancer by William Gibson
  68. Five Wishes by Gay Hendricks
  69. Giftology by John Ruhlin
  70. Synchronicity: The Art of Coincidence, Choice and Unlocking You Mind by Dr. Kirby Surprise
  71. Foundation by Isaac Asimov
  72. When: The Scientific Secrets of Perfect Timing by Daniel Pink
  73. The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron

Plans from Start of 2018

It’s interesting to reflect on my predictions and plans around reading I made at the start of 2018.

  1. More fiction. Check! While I only did 5 out of 72 in 2017, this year I read 11 out of 73. (And that’s not counting the Norse myths either.) More than doubled my fiction ratio. And I’m definitely enjoying it. Of all I read I always have at least one fiction book in progress, and lately more than one.
  2. More diverse reading covering a wider-range of topics. Check! I wouldn’t even hope to categorize these books like I did last year. There’s still many of the familiar categories but some completely new areas of exploration. And that includes some very eclectic titles in there.
  3. More biographies. Not really. There’s a few in there but about as much as previously. It did not turn out to be a major theme this year.
  4. More re-reading. Not really, there was only a few in there.
  5. More on strength and fitness. Check! Not included in the list because I didn’t finish it was The Super Athletes by David Willoughby. I read 400 pages or so of this monstrous tome but didn’t finish it. Still, this book gave me some big ideas and affected my training for the better. More on that in a bit.
  6. Books on parenting. Check! I love to learn so why wouldn’t I spend some time doing so in this extremely important area?

On the note of having a baby, my time was impacted but I was able to read more than last year. In fact, I kind of made that my goal to beat out what I did previously. You can see I’m very goal oriented by hitting 73 with last year was 72. Helps to have a plan and a goal!

Not bad, hit four of the six things very well, without really thinking about them since writing them down last year.

Next, I’ll highlight a few books that top the bunch in a variety of ways.

Most Impactful Books in 2018

I Ching by Hilary Barrett

This isn’t mentioned on the list as it’s not a book you “read.” Instead I’ve been using it almost daily by consulting the oracle. (I started with the older version, the translation by Wilheim and Baynes, with Jung’s interesting foreword, but found this version more user friendly.) I’m finding this is a very useful practice that helps me answer big questions. And in that way it’s related to the next book.

The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron

Another habit that has been added to my morning routine is the ‘Morning Pages’ as described in this book. Can’t say I’ve done most of the work from this book, but this one thing has been huge for me. I start off my morning pages with some of the results from the I Ching reading and then go from there.

Super Athletes by David Willoughby

Again, not a book I finished but one that has impacted my training. While it was a dream that got me started doing bent presses and getups again, I think it was reading this that caused the dream! I’ve also been practicing the chin hang which I had never even seen previously as a result of this book. Several other ideas for future training too.

Never Lose a Customer Again by Joey Coleman

Joey is a fellow Maverick1000 member, but that’s not why it’s on this list. This was my favorite, most impactful business book of the year. After reading this I was revamping our entire prospect and customer campaigns this year as well as several other recent changes in Lost Empire Herbs. More changes to come that have still been in the planning and development stages.

Raising An Emotionally Intelligent Child by John Gottmann

Although most of this book would come into play beyond the age of one, so wasn’t immediately applicable in that regard, I realized I needed to start practicing. This way I would be able to act in an emotionally intelligent way when the time comes. I have largely been practicing with my wife, but also kids besides my daughter when I’m around them.

Most Eye Opening Books

The Gulag Archipelago [Abridged] by Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn

Turned onto this by listening to Jordan Peterson, having never heard of it before. I picked up the Abridged version as I felt that was plenty long enough. Wow! The descriptions of what went on in the Soviet gulags were incredible. It further left me reflecting on why we don’t think of Stalin as badly as we do of Hitler…when after all he was responsible for far more death. And also left me a bit worried that I don’t think society has learned it’s history lessons.

The Omnivore’s Dilemma by Michael Pollan

I don’t think he would think of it as a health book, but I do. This is the best thing I’ve seen that clearly shows where food comes from. That will give you a feel for industrial food, organic food, beyond organic food, foraged and hunted food. I feel like the reason we have 10,000 different diets is our fractured relationship to food. We moderns don’t know where it comes from. This book shows you clearly the different types of food out there.

Real Magic by Dean Radin

Parapsychology researcher Dean Radin comes to the conclusion the psi research, paranormal research, and all the other names it’s been called in the past hundred years or so, is simply different terminology for what people before called magic. I like this frame of reference and you can see that this sparked some new interest in the direction of some of the books I read.

Iron John: A Book About Men by Robert Bly

The subject of masculinity is a subject I plan to explore much more in depth in 2019 (already have started). This includes writing about it. While I’ve read some other great books on the topic, this one is really, really good. It takes the myth of Iron John (one I had not even come across before) and shows how it maps to the masculine psyche.

Best Fiction

The Terror by Dan Simmons

Hard to pick but I have to go with The Terror. Dan Simmons is an amazing writer. I started with his sci-fi, the Hyperion series which is also amazing. What I am amazed with is Dan is able to write across many different fields. Here, historical fiction with a twist. While I thought the AMC series on TV was decent, it just couldn’t do justice to the coldness that the book made me feel, the wussiness I felt compared to these sailors and so much more.

Most Over My Head

Beyond Good and Evil by Friedrich Nietzsche

Not something that can be read quickly, which is how I read most of it. Nietzsche tends to use long sentences, like 30 to 50 words long, so grasping what he is actually saying is tough to do. I’m guessing I may revisit this in a couple decades and get more out of it.

Reading Plans for 2019

I realized with doing this list, keeping track of books in this way, it was “forcing” me to finish books I wouldn’t otherwise have finished. Not so great. To read a book cover to cover is great…if the book is worth reading cover to cover. Not all of them are.

I will be “speed reading” a number of books were I skim and dip in as things look interesting. This may end up being most of a book, or even just sections. And I will be keeping this as a list of books speed read as such separate from the list of books fully read to see what happens.

This plan is already underway as we’re a month into 2019. Doing so I figure my list will be even bigger next year.

Questions about any of these books? How I read so much? Use the comments section below.

How to Compare Yourself to Others

Comparing…it’s something that we all naturally do, pretty much all of the time. We compare one thing to another.

We also tend to compare ourselves to others. Unfortunately, doing so can lead you to anxieties, depression, manic behavior and all kinds of other things.

But it can also be hugely useful. It all depends in HOW you do it. What follows are some of my thoughts on the do’s and don’ts of comparison.

Comparing Babies

(Everyone will say you shouldn’t do this, but it’s human nature, so my guess is that everyone does it anyway.)

Recently, my wife and I were having a discussion about our baby, Elka. I’d been telling everyone how easy it’s been. She, on the other hand, has been having a rougher time. Obviously, there are some differences in what we’re each doing, her being the mother, the only one that can feed the baby.

AND, I think another part of it, that determined our differing outlooks, was in how we were using our comparison abilities.

In prepping for parenthood, I was asking every other parent I know about it. And I heard some horror stories, especially around the idea of sleepless nights. I really value my sleep, typically getting between eight or nine hours per night. (Part of the reason I need more than the average is because of the strength training I do. I know this because when I travel or lay off the training for other reasons I can function just as well without as much sleep.)

So, I was mentally prepared for that. I imagined having a child who would cry all throughout the night. And I tried to be ready for that.

As it turns out, that is not the case. She sleeps quite well. In fact, we’ve had a few nights where she has slept straight through, eight hours!

Any time there are difficulties, I compare her to what it *could* be. And I am grateful that it’s not.

In short, I compare reality against a much worse possibility, and feel better about how things are.

Onto, a different aspect, and one were I felt my wife was using comparison in a poor way.

Not everything is smooth sailing with Elka. She likes to be held or carried pretty much all of the time, except when she is sleeping at night. In fact, as I’m writing this to you right now, I’m wearing her in the Ergo. And, chances are, if I set her down she would wake up and start crying.

This proves tricky at times. And my wife was comparing her to some of her friends’ babies who could sit or lay by themselves for over an hour at a time.

In short, she was comparing reality against a much better possibility, and feeling worse about how things are.

In my mind, when there are things you can’t control, you should always be comparing against things that are worse. It’s a good recipe for staying positive. There is always a worse possibility…and that can be a good thing.

Financial Comparisons

Let’s switch gears and talk about money, something that we people can’t seem but to help compare ourselves to others in. Again, we shouldn’t do so, but we all do anyway.

I have millionaire friends. And I have friends that don’t make much at all. Plus, everything in between.

I have a really close friend my age that started up in business years after I did. He accelerated past me and sometimes I feel like I’m playing catch up. I have noticed when the thoughts and feelings come up of “Keeping up with the Joneses.”

Overall, that’s not a big issue. I keep it in check, realizing in many ways I don’t want what the Joneses have. But even here, it can be used positively.

Comparison can be used for motivation. Look at someone doing better than you, compare yourself, and then move in that direction.

Comparison can also be used to destroy your motivation. I can look at Jeff Bezos, Warren Buffett, or many other billionaires and think, I will never make that kind of money. So, what’s the use?

The difference from the previous case is that I can certainly exert a bigger degree of control in the outcome. So then it becomes about selecting the right outcome, based on comparison and if that helps you to make it happen.

Comparing Self to Self

Instead of comparing yourself to others, in many cases you will be comparing your self to your self. That is your past and future selves.

But this area too can be fraught with danger.

Compare where you are now to where you want to be in the future and you’ll always feel like you’re catching up…because you are. Your future self can always be richer, happier, healthier, etc.

This is a great recipe for dissatisfaction.

But that doesn’t mean that’s all it’s for. The simple act of goal setting really is comparing yourself now to that future self. This can be motivating too. It depends on how you feel about it.

And we can also turn to the past. Assuming you’re moving in the right direction, to feel good about yourself compare yourself now to where you were in the past. And you may find “You’ve come a long way, baby!”

But this can also be used to feel crappy about yourself. Look at something you use to have but no longer do. Maybe it’s your looks or your health. Again, more dissatisfaction, or motivation depending on how you do it.

Final Thoughts

This is a subject that is seldom talked about, but as it came into the forefront of my mind I had to write about it to clarify my thoughts.

Understand that comparing is one way that we use our mind, which in turn can radically alter our feelings.  Thus, it’s worth taking an inside look at.

One thing I know, is that my future self will be even more effective at comparing for all the right reasons. 😉

Hopefully, you find these few ideas about comparison useful.

The Ivy Lee Method

The Ivy Lee Method is a simple, yet effective half-million dollar productivity method.

Ivy Lee (1877–1934) was an American publicity expert and worked as a consultant for a number of businesses. One of those was for Charles Schwab, then president of Bethlehem Steel Corporation.

Ivy Lee

In 1918, Schwab consulted with Lee in order to become more productive.  In The Unseen Power,  historian Scott M. Cutlip stated that Schwab was obsessed with efficiency. Thomas Edison himself called Schwab a “master hustler”.

The story, which from my research was first popularized by Earl Nightingale, goes like this:

Schwab: “Show me a way to get more things done.”

Lee: “Give me 15 minutes with each of your executives”

Schwab: “How much will it cost me?”

Lee: “Nothing. Unless it works. After three months, you can send me a check for whatever you feel it’s worth to you.”

Then during those 15 minutes with each executive, Lee laid out the following five step method:

  1. At the end of each working day, write down the six most important things you need to accomplish tomorrow. Do not write down more than six tasks.
  2. Prioritize those six items in order of their true importance.
  3. When you arrive tomorrow, concentrate only on the first task. Work until the first task is finished before moving on to the second task.
  4. Approach the rest of your list in the same way. Don’t worry if you’ve only finished one or two by the end of the day; the others can wait. If you can’t finish them all by this method, you could not have finished them with any other method.
  5. Repeat this process every working day.

ivy-lee-method

It’s simple right? Well, Schwab and his team starting using this method. It worked well, very well.

Schwab send a check of $25,000 to Lee. In today’s dollars that would be more than $400,000!

Do you think it would be worthy of you to follow a nearly half million dollar productivity method?

I do and that’s why I’ve been using this method, with the following tweaks, every work day for the past several years.

Essentially, this is Eat that Frog, followed by Eating the Frog, five more times in order. If you’ve finished your top priority for the day, then it makes sense to then tackle your next top priority.

I do this to the best of my ability, though I can’t same I am flawless about putting it into practice. One thing that does get in the way is scheduled time slots. I write these on my list, but I’m not going to put off a ten o’clock appointment just because I haven’t finished my priority list.

Typically, I use only five items as I find that is a more realistic number. And I’m actually aiming to bring that down to four or three items instead.

Lastly, I do this first thing in the morning, as part of my meditation and journalling routine, rather than the night before.

As you can see, something very simple can also be very effective.